1. Hmm, maybe I’m withholding love from myself by not giving my plants enough attention. Poor things just sit there looking at me with those sad leaves. It’s like they’re saying, "Bhai, water nahi diya?" I’ll try to give them some love tomorrow, promise! But when I do give them water, they get all excited like, “Yay, finally!” So yeah, maybe I should work on showing more love to my plants, myself, and others in the same way.
2. Why am I doing what I’m doing? I guess I’m just trying to get through life, yaar. I mean, if I don’t study, how will I pass exams? And if I don’t work, how will I get money for biryani? So, it’s all about surviving, right? But, deep down, I also do it because I like learning new things, especially when it involves coding. Maybe the work I do isn’t just for survival, it’s because I enjoy it too.
3. Are those reasons truly mine, or someone else’s? Good question. Well, my parents have been telling me since childhood, “Beta, you have to study hard, get a good job, and make us proud.” So, yeah, some of these reasons definitely came from them. But then, there’s the coding thing. I actually like doing it, so that’s mine. I think it’s a mix of both. The work is mine because I’m choosing to do it, but the pressure to do well is definitely influenced by others.
4. Am I following my highest excitement and passion to the best of my ability, or am I making excuses? To be honest, I might be making excuses sometimes. Like, when I think about my passion for coding, I feel excited, but then I say, "Let me just watch one more episode of my favorite show," and suddenly hours pass. Maybe I could be doing more, but distractions are real, yaar. But hey, at least I'm still doing it, right? No more excuses!
5. What would love do in this situation? Love would probably say, "Chill, relax, everything will be fine." But honestly, I need deadlines and pressure to get things done. So, I guess love would be like, "Relax, but also do your work." Balancing both would be the ideal answer!
6. Am I my thoughts? My feelings? My beliefs? My achievements? My body? My mind? Hmm, this is tricky. Sometimes I feel like I’m my thoughts, especially when I can’t stop thinking about something. Other times, I feel like I’m just a person, not just my body or mind. Maybe I’m everything and nothing at the same time. It’s like being the chai and also the cup that holds the chai. If not, then I guess the real me is the one who's aware of all this. I’m the one watching it all from inside, like the one who’s watching a movie without actually being in the movie.
7. When was the last time I called or visited someone I love? Uh... last week? But the call was super short. They were too busy watching Netflix, and I was too busy with coding (and maybe a little bit of cricket). I should call more often, but it’s like, time flies. I think I need to make it a habit. They’ll appreciate it, and I’ll feel good too!
8. What could be even better than this? I think a bigger phone with an even better camera would be pretty amazing. Just imagine, taking perfect selfies and posting them with the best filters! Oh, and a phone that never runs out of battery. That would be heaven. Or maybe the best thing would be to have unlimited pizza, never-ending chai, and a job that feels like a holiday every day. That’s probably better than anything else!
9. How can I create the life I want? Simple: earn money, buy pizza, and keep smiling! But really, I think it’s about finding the right balance between work and fun. If I work hard, I can enjoy the rewards later. Maybe start a side hustle with my coding skills, invest some money, and keep leveling up in life. It’s all about taking small steps towards the bigger picture!
10. What does it feel like to already be living the life I want? To be honest, it would feel like a never-ending Netflix marathon with no internet issues. Plus, I would have a fridge full of cold drinks and snacks, always ready for when I’m hungry. Oh, and I’d have the perfect work-life balance. A life where I’m doing what I love and also enjoying the simple pleasures—like a nice warm cup of chai in the morning.
