Posted 11 years ago
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well i've been on imvu for over 2 years and a month and a few days , i've had good friends , and bad friends , people who helped me and people who betrayed me , people who hate me , people who like me , i have dated people in the game and it's funny how some of the people i've dated on there and most of them have just dumped me for some reason and some have hurt me tried to use me , and one that still is with me but now can't use her past acount her family is monitoring her account so she now made a new account which she made male and it's akward so idk what's gonna happen , so yeah and one or 2 of my friends have broken me and someone i was dating up in the game for no reason t all they just don't like me or care about me i guess but it's like whatever so i deleted them and haven't talked to them ever since then.In real life a lot of people i know in real life haven't talked to me in a long time one of them haven't talked to me in 2 or more years which really hurs because me and that person where very close and now she ignores me and doesn't care what happens , another friend that's a girl that i know/knew has not spoken to me since 4th grade and she was very close to me as well but the worst of all a girl i knew since i was born hasn't spoken to me in so many years and it hurts because she was really like a sister to m and her brother was like a brother to me and he hasn't spoken to me in a very long time either , and it hurts just as bad. some of my guy friends haven't spoken to me in such a long time that it actually hurts because just because i get sick a lot and when i get sick i get sick badly so they actually forget about me and act like i'm no longer tere or alive and that hurts deeply so i've basically shut myself off from a lot of people so it doesn't hurt as bad , in real life i'm actually tall big , strong , nice ,protective , caring , and polite basically but not many people like me because of how i look mostly because of my weight i gess but it's funny because i'm mostly muscle but no one sees it , i've never been in a relationship with any girl just for how i look nd i'm quiet so i'm not out spoken or crazy or the class clown and i never realy approach people to talk to but i'm one of the smartest people in my classes and everyone asks me for help with their class work because if i never get sick i'd have straight a's for the year i'm just that good at my classes but no one cares about personality i guess they only care about how people look on the outside than how they act or look like on the inside so i guess i'd be alonefor at least the rest of my life in my scool years i guess because so many people only care about peoples looks instead of someone being nice or good to them but a lot of girls like bad guys when they say they like good guys but they don't and people know me from playing Soccer on my schools Soccer team for one year and i was dominant that year i was an awsome lineman and last game i playd i caused a fumble but someone on the other team was a bad sport so after i cause the fumble they blocked me from the bac and pushed me down so hard that i broke my thumb in 2 places and missed the rest of the year for the season and people didn't understand how bad it really broke but they all saw my cast and two people decided to ask to sign my cast and that kinda picked me up from being very depressed.