We call this life a game knowing it isn't. Hoping if we say it we can believe it, wishing it won't be gone. Fake it till you make it. just convincing yourself it isn't serious. Allowing us to laugh and just accept, the things we feel are serious. Thus brainwashing making everything worth none, even ourselves we cast shame. This isn't the way to find love, I've lived it's truth, find the laughter by admitting it's serious and isn't undefeated but not to you. Fighting for youth a must, fighting with and for love is how it shall become when its said and done. This is it we are living in the end. For this we know as us, must die within, may one last time we face the pains to forever kill that block. Freeing ourselves from within, watch me as I rock it like i talk it risen from ashes I'm healing and stronger yet again. Falling down again and again, choosing to get back up once again is all I can do. This last time I'll deal with this but daily I do again. Never having boundaries was the key to bleeding out from within. Pushing everyone away before I blew up, then screaming save me please while they let me break. Just what I needed and asked for, now I'm done and back together I piece who "I AM ." The best I can back together. Humpty dumpty i guess, willing to help? If not i understand, all for me i exist. But unlike you i am always choosing how i give myself back once i used your pains to teach me the things to make it. I wish no suffering you do on you, to teach me what you feel I've gained from you. If you are willing to put up with my crazy ways then I promise what I promise this, I'll do what I can to help you make it through. If an example of what all angles seem to show is what I seem to you. No one right or wrong answer when feeling not preaching is what happens when you talk it how you live it just know now. I love all of you beautiful souls, for me I breathe, but the air I need is what you have been. Needed for as long as you are willing to be that air for me, for you I promise to always be this for you I'll always stay true and be. Be what you wander, the answers you ever struggle to seek. For as long as you help me see the way you see, I shall always support and defend, it's my oath and moral code as a warrior see?

Humpty dumpty

you sound like a good friend to have

-- June 21st, 2022, 5:28 pm --

forgot to say have a happy humping

You said that "we call this life a game knowing it isn't." Hmm not always, when look eyes on child i cant call that But yes we all hav children inside thats why we are here ) U could be right, we are here for take a breath from reality and serious stuffs. Love... hard stuff, i m fucking everything, if someone i can feel potancially love then i get more pleasure while fuck her ^^ ) Other all bla bla bla u wrote i didnt understand sorry about it bro, can u tell me point ?

if need hug then i can do but i think u need strong beautiful and sexy someone to make yourself reset.


Sorry for my poor english, if misunderstand something or if i do not get it then feel free to message me. Thank you ^^ wellcome again dude